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#ad Goodbye random lids!! #siliconelidsforthekitchen

Forever my Love ❤️‍🩹Forever with Me!! #MyLove #RememberingQ #widowsoftiktok #youngwidow

Well that got heated 😳 not cool!! Don’t be bullied you can sit on beach!!#30aflorida #30asantarosabeach

There are those moments in your life that mark you forever… April 8th was not only Eclipse Day… but it was the last full day that my husband and I had together 💔❤️‍🩹 Reminder on this QueDay to take the time to be present and love one another, because you aren’t promised tomorrow. Be intentional ❤️ #crazybusymama #widowmomlife #reclaimthetable #widowsinglemom #widowlife #widowmom #youngwidows #rememberingq #widowsoftiktok

I still look for you 💔and I will never stop. Doesn’t mean I am in denial… I am just trying to figure out this new life without you 💔❤️‍🩹 #widowsinglemom #youngwidowsclub #widowsoftiktok #widowmomlife #crazybusymama

#ad 💕✝️ my anthem #youngwidows #CrazyBusyMama #neveralonewidows #widowsoftiktok

Still can’t believe I am living this nightmare 💔❤️‍🩹looking forward to the day I see you again. #youngwidows #widowsoftiktok #grieftok #griefandloss #griefjourney

The physical of Grief 💔is so painful … BUT GOD!! Physical Touch is never been a love language for me but today I am feeling it… If you want to read more about love languages and take the test.. comment “LOVE” and I will send it to you. #widowlife #crazybusymama #youngwidowsclub #youngwidows #youngwidow #neveralone #widowmomsoftiktok #widowsoftiktok #youngwidowlife

Not sure who needs to hear this, but I know I did. It’s OK to grieve and smile at the same time. ❤️‍🩹 #RememberingQ #youngwidow #widowsoftiktok

I am not ok… Feeling all the feels today 😢as I see Qs clothes collecting dust I am reminded he is not here and is never coming back and that is the sickest feeling I have ever felt and for the one time in my life I can’t fix it. No matter how hard I pray, work, wish… I can’t bring him back. No matter how difficult it is I can’t repair my kids hearts and forever voids in their life. It’s the worst feeling imaginable. The grief I feel is so deep it is in my bones aching for the feeling of home in his arms I will never feel or experience in my life ever again. So today I am not ok… not sure I will ever be ok. When Quintin passed so did I. Navigating this unwanted life is the hardest most difficult thing I will ever have to do. But I am standing today because I have to, not because I want to and by HIS STRENGTH & HIS STRENGTH ALONE. #CrazyBusyMama #widowmomlife #widowsinglemom #griefjourney #griefofmyhusband #homesick #widowmomsoftiktok

Oh how I wish we could go back… Still wondering how this is my life 💔💔💔 feels like yesterday you were still here. #widowmomlife #youngwidow #widowsinglemom #widowsoftiktok

Letting go of the expectations of my old self through the grief of losing my husband … I am a different person now therefore I must always be learning to pivot. ❤️‍🩹 this is your reminder that it is ok to pivot!! #widowlife #crazybusymama #youngwidowsclub #youngwidows #youngwidow #neveralone #widowmomsoftiktok #widowsoftiktok

Indescribable pain that never goes away…. I miss you Q 💔❤️‍🩹 #crazybusymama #widowmomlife #widowmomsoftiktok #youngwidowlife #youngwidow

10 mths 💔today my husband went to heaven. Important message …hope you listen! Ps- let’s go Chiefs!

Q, YOU were my EVERYTHING! When you died I died… My best friend, husband, lover, father of my children… our life together was full of flaws but it’s the flaws that made us love one another that much deeper! I will forever love you 💔❤️‍🩹 trying to find my footing and will carry you with you wherever I go! I will always remember us this way ❤️‍🩹 #CrazyBusyMama #widowsoftiktok #widowsinglemom #griefandloss

11 mths today 😥 Someone once told me you may not have gotten to spend the rest of your life with them, but they got to spend the rest of their life with you Stopped me in my tracks! & there is beauty in that #widowsinglemom #youngwidowsclub #widowsoftiktok #widowmomlife #crazybusymama #youngwidows

Hard one but it’s a step… 👣 #CrazyBusyMama #reclaimthetable #widowmomsoftiktok #widowsoftiktok #neveralone

Whatever time of the day it is 😂 all I know is this snow has me 🤪bonkers!! #thestruggleisreal #CrazyBusyMama #reclaimthetable #easyslowcookerrecipes

I haven’t been everywhere, but it’s on the list!! 🚐Say yes and figure it out as you go! #crazybusymama #widowmomlife #onlyonelifetolive #livetheadventure #takethetrip #roadtripvibes

You can't carry it with you if you want to survive is the next lyric to this song… 💔❤️‍🩹 being a young widow of 4 growing teens is more than difficult… 15 hour drive to the beach with 7 teenagers was a bit crazy but worth all the memories we built was worth the exhaustion 🥰 beautiful sunset on the beach my daughter grabbed my phone and said let’s do some fun TikTok’s mom!! Thank you for helping me smile @Ella Conway🦧 🥹#crazybusymama #widowsoftiktok #youngwidow