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Abdul and i are no longer together 💔 This has been the hardest decision of my life. I’m still processing this. But i choose myself this time, my peace and my children. We are going to co-parent and continue to prioritise our kids. All i ask is for your love and understanding while we navigate through this difficult time. I have and will always appreciate your support, thank you so, so much. 🤍

🙈 #transition #fyp #viral

The side of motherhood no one shares. i’ve never felt so unseen yet so strong in myself. The lonely nights where i cry while my babies sleep, the idea of actually living my worst fear yet pulling through for myself because i’m a mother and cannot afford to let my emotions swallow me up. It’s like mourning someone who is not even dead, I’m grieving something that never existed like i thought it did. Being a single mum was my worst fear, and while I’m uncomfortable with my reality right now, i do trust Allah swt’s plan. It feels like a neverending nightmare and i know I’ll survive. But i wanted to stop with the cute tiktoks, the tutorials and aesthetic videos to show a glimpse of my reality right now. It is not easy to wake up and put on a face, film and face people at work. And worst, pulling through whilst protecting your kids and healing. I’ve been living through a silent battle, i’ve been in survival mode for so long that it’s catching up on me. I applaud those that have suffered and gotten through this, i know i can do it. But i feel so fkn vulnerable and helpless right now. All i wanted is happiness and peace, i just wanted to cherish and protect my kids, give them a home full of love. This is what motherhood, heartbreak, trauma, healing and survival looks like.

Replying to @nazia.a03 saying it once and for all. I won’t drop to anyones level because that’s beneath me. People love to sabotage what they don’t have, and honestly? I’m too content to give af about anyones narrative of me. Some of you stay pressed with nothing going in real life🫠 If you don’t like me, block me lmaoo. If you can’t, i’ll just do it for you, Let a girl live 😂

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Free entertainment and drama all year around🥱 #fyp #content #trend #AprilFools #explore

Let people drown in their misery. Stay unbothered <3 #unbothered #healing #selflove #relatable #quotes

For the girl who never had a dad, you gave me the version of love I deserved and healed me in ways no one ever could 🤍 My little solider, I love you so much angel🥲 May Allah swt protect you and give you a long healthy life insha’allah. I’m already so proud of you✨ (i think my periods due or i’m just a proud boy mama? Oops) #motherhood#mum#boymum#mama#motherhoodunfiltered#mumsofig#boymomlife#grateful

Mood all year around >> 💵✈️🤲🏻🧑‍🧑‍🧒‍🧒✨🏡 #mood #fyp #sounds

Cba🤣🤣🤣 anyways i buy mine from @MedExpress ONLY. And ‘AW259’ gets you £40 off! Link in bio for direct website. Please always do your research, it’s not a trend. Medication should not be taken lightly!!! #fyp #viral #mj #relatable #weightloss #mjjourney

Breezy baby, hurry up pls bc i need that healing energy rbn x #breezybowl #healing #fyp

Forever a jhol girly

Finally seeing the results for myself🥹 ‘AW259’ saves you £40 on Medexpress btw, feel free to use💓 #mj #mounjarojourney #mounjaroupdate #selflove #fyp

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Hi from antalya x #fyp

Retail therapy when i’m sad always hits 🤌🏻 #trend #retailtherapy #viral

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Heavy on the got everyone mad at me for it🙃 #fyp

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Woman to woman.. What was the final straw for you? 💔#healinggirlera #breakupadvice #trustyourgut #girltalk #thewizardliz